::Never regret
11:28 p.m. - 2005-05-30
What do you do when a friend you've known for almost three years what's something more from you? I don't like him like that. At least I don't think so. Would it be a bad idea to give him a chance? He's moving in a few week so that would make it even worse right?
He asked me not to go out with a few people because they are his friends. I'll try not to but I told him I can't promise him because I don't know how I'll feel later you know? Does that make me a bad peron?
I dated a friend of his once and t really hurt him. I still feel bad but I can't change it. A lot of things would be a lot better if I never dated him but then again I probably wouldn't have learned things about myself and others.....He was my first kiss though...Which kind of sucks now. I don't regret it. I felt something even if I'm still not sure he did....
Well I've been depressing for the last entries huh? It's only because I'd rather not talk about these feelings with my friends. Maybe I will with Anna-May.....
