::Oops I did it again!
7:49 p.m. - 2006-01-29
I'm such a slacker! I know I should have updated sooner but I just wasn't in the mood. I'll try to make up for it.
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Sometimes I'm really happy with my body and then other times I really hate it.
Right now, I'm hating it.
Spleen, Ashley, Tomas, Anna-May (Who invited herself) and I are all starting a Dungeons and Dragons game during second lunch.
In order to do so you have to make a character sheet. Spleen puts height and weight on all his sheets.
My character ended up being 5'1 and 125 pounds (I had to roll dice to get my results).
I was happy with that until...
Me: *pleased* 125? That's not bad!
Anna-May: But you're 4'9. That's not good for that height.
Me: I'm 5'1 now. I got to reroll.
Anna-May: Well, that's still not good!
Sweets: There, there it's ok! *puts arm around my shoulder and sympathy pats*
Me: ....Right.... *holding back tears*
I know I probably overreacted (what else is new?) but that really hurt. I'm actually 5'1 but I'm well over 125.
That really hurt. What proably hurt the worst though, is that no one noticed how I felt. After that comment I got quieter and a lot more snappish.
It's always nice to know you can count on your friends to pick you up when you're down.
I told my dad about it and totally broke down sobbing. Dad was really good about it though. He just hugged me and told me what I wanted to hear.
I feel a lot better now because of that but I still want to take a swing at Anna-May. What the fuck kind of comment is that anyway? Who says that to a friend?
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Spleen likes me. *sighs* I knew that was going to happen!
I suppose it is partially my fault. I tend flirt with everyone and I never really do anything to stop anyone.
I really need to stop but I never think about it. It's just the way I am.
If you can't tell I don't like him back like that.
He's a good friend of mine and I just know it'd be way too weird to go out with him.
I freaked when he asked me out. I never did answer him. I'm too much of a coward. I think he knows my answer though.
I'm still not sure where I stand with Chris either. I'm not even sure that I care where I am with him.
I don't know him very well and I'm not a patient person. *shrugs* I"m getting tired of waiting. I've never wanted to be the kind to sit around and wonder.
I've decided that I'll just wait and see and not panic anymore. Whatever happens will happen. No more stressing!
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I'm so glad that finals are over! I'm rid of Algebra II, Foods I, and Spanish II forever!
I'm still not sure about Biology. I'll have to wait until Tuesday to get my report card and find out.
At least now my eye has stopped twitching. It always happens around finals and quits once they're over.
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My US History class is so boring already! We've only been in a few days and I have a mini essay due tomorrow.
My Small Business Entrepreneurship class isn't too hard so far. It should prove to be intresting since Spleen is in my class. It's never boring with him around.
My English 11 class teacher is annoying. Not many people seem to like her. Her laugh just goes right through me! She's a brand new teacher though so class is pretty easy so far!
Computer Application I isn't bad. The only bummer is that I had to move away from my friend Mallory since the computer I used to use stopped working.
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That's all I can think of right now.
Since I don't get on during lunch anymore I can only update on the weekends. I'll try to remember everything and put it down.
I don't want to give this diary up yet!
